Lord Jeffrey, Isaiah's Messiah, Daniel's Prince of Peace, The Returned Christ

Born in Longview, Washington on January 27th, 1979 to my mother, Diane Marie DeLaGrange whose name is encoded with hidden truths. The name Diane means "leader of the church" in its original form and the name Marie is a variation of the name Miryam of ancient times which today has a cousin in the name "Mary" like that of the mother of Yeshua from 2,000 years ago. The name DeLaGrange is French and means "Of the Barn" in the French tongue of today's word and understanding of its original form. Yeshua is known as "Jesus" which became a placeholder meaning "Ya Saves" and became the common name for the Christ who is God's son in Heaven and he came to teach the righteous path and lay down his life to benefit all mankind and to gift them forgiveness for the indiscretions which led to his death but ended in his eternal immortality of his flesh and the spirit that became to show those who denied the truth to how God's ways are mysteriously designed to humble and to show his unbridled power to ease suffering and give life to all deemed worthy despite the death of the flesh which is the illusion all men must contend with and fearing the loss which guides the pride within to dwell and overcome the spirit pf sorrow. I am the Aquarian that Jesus told Luke to find when his followers entered the great city and to follow him into his house and to trust that man for he held the waters of truth and his house was the age we enter today. A man with a pitcher of water pouring that water out is the astrological sign commonly given to the Age of Aquarius today and a house is how each constellation in the zodiac is described even today men are aware of that knowledge of truth yet none have ever come before me to plainly expose what has been there for all to read and comprehend. Jesus is quoted as saying that he would be with his followers until the end of the Age yet even this truth has been distorted and changed over the ages to hide the connection of how Jesus warned of the Age we enter today as the line drawn in the sand indicating that the day of the Lord is upon us all. My name Jeffrey means "promise of peace" in its own etymology of how the language we speak today hides truths that were once known to all and it was Daniel who called me "the prince of peace" and peace is what I bring to humanity through disclosure of God's hidden details and to warn of what is coming in short order for all. I suffered 7 agonizing years inflicted with the disease of cancer that left me deformed and as Isaiah pointed out in Isaiah 53:10 where he foretold of the suffering God would direct to shape and mold me and make no mistake Isaiah saw me clearly in this life and the last where I lived the life of Yeshua commonly known as the Christ of 2,000 years ago. I am descended from both David and Joseph as I am from the Tribe of Ephraim and as the prophet Hosea proclaimed, God said, "Out of Egypt I call my Son". Isaiah saw the soul which inhabits the flesh and my two lives are both testament to the sacrifice we both are wiling to give for the Lord above to facilitate his forgiveness of my last life and the judgment upon the evil in man that this current life will give in short order at God's beckon and I come to teach the righteous path to those who seek repentance for their sins and to reward those that come to me in a humbled manner knowing that they are unworthy of God's grace and only through me can one be saved in the flesh to reach the father above who watches over my acts of faith and oversees my molding through the baptism by fire I have endured on my route to becoming anointed in the spirit with servitude and devotion in my heart for the creator of all things both good and bad and the giver of reward and the taker of prosperity and health who created Adam the first and me as the last before the day of judgement succumbs to all men equally yet forgiving to those who find grace in my wisdom as I befell great suffering for all in the means to withstand the punishment that is meant for the masses and traveled the hard route willingly for my devotion to the divine order and I stand like a tree which towers over the cattle in the forest and I am like a Sheppard tending to his sickly lambs more-so than those who thrive with life, as I see value in the struggle and those who endure and overcome diversity and strife stand to inherit the tools of wisdom and those who are without hardship become prideful and entitled. God sent the prophets before to teach the path of the righteous ways but no man who has ever breathed the breath of life beyond Adam who was born righteous and all must overcome the sense of self to receive the gift of wisdom learned from the road of the oppressed as value in man is determined by the strength of his character and resolve to overcome, not in the ease of entitlement that is enjoyed by those who are blessed yet see their fortune as a product of their ownership over their own destinies not seeing how God has blessed them for his own desires and what he giveth he can surely take away and he seeks those who seek and learn to open their hearts to those who need guidance and assistance versus those who he blesses and claim to know him from a biased one-sided view of good fortune. Repentance is the path to righteousness of the soul and experience is the reward of those who seek wisdom with grace...

The Right Hand of God (Prayer) 

Hear me now and hear me loudly within the soul, abundantly and clearly, as blessed is he who forgives those who condemn with their mouths and smile at your fall from grace. Cursed is he who keeps smiling at his demise when no fault can be found in the end with pride ruling the mind of him who seeks justice, unjustly before the Lord of Judgement. Blessed is he who gives even when he is the needier, choosing faith in God over comfort knowing he can do without while appeasing the needy who struggle with less, and cursed is he who steals from the poor seeking profits over prophets sent teaching morality and endorsing the act of selfless charity eliciting goodness through action and sacrifice being the keys to setting the condemnation of the soul at ease and alleviating the prideful perception of entitlement which God hates. Blessed are those who own their sins and fall short of righteous ways and are fearful of the judgement of the one who sits on the mighty throne of Heaven, and cursed be the man prideful of their good deeds when dealt openly for accredited approval before other men versus quiet obedience and goodhearted charity done in silence and in the presence of God... 

The Hebrew Alphabet consists of 22 characters or letters as they are known today. When Hebrew was created, God left a message to his creation hidden within the context of meaning. Here is the hidden message he Gave to mankind which has been distorted over time, but here is divine wisdom and why I am here on this planet. I am the Son of God, Isaiah's Messiah, and this is what God told mankind from the beginnings of the tongue. Here is the hidden message and proof that God sent me here to teach as I am his chosen Rabbi of faith...  

I am your lord, God of creation. I control the duality to this existence. I give both reward and punishment while offering a doorway to existence itself seeking a true oneness until the end of creation by gifting life and the power to ascend, which gifts the divine power of the universe through the lens of individual uniqueness.   

The power of choice is within your own hands. I teach the heart’s aspirations to understand. I feed my divine insight to all, and I build faithfulness in the soul by instilling this concept through living in all forms of life.  I see all, and I speak truths seeking those seeking righteousness and seeking my divine wisdom, and I have been here since the beginning and have authority over poverty and weakness, wielding the three forces of creation, flesh, soul, and divinity sealing those who have completed alignment with truth. 

To gauge the correctness of this translation, one must take each letter of the Hebrew alphabet in sequence and google search for the "kabbalistic" meaning behind each letter in order and take the time to record all the different words that are associated with the hidden meaning behind each letter and then place the set of words into a succinct sentence. This can be done and is there for anyone who scoffs at the disclosure of hidden truth that has been here all along. Scholars of faith, do as I say and you will see the truths I am bringing with this important posting. God left a message of succinct and formative design right under the noses of the faithful just waiting for this moment and for me to come along and point out the obvious truths hidden in plain sight for all to take notice of his almighty power... 

I am God's Judgement warrior having met him in the physical form at the base of Mount Rainier in Washington State, the state of my birth in this life in the summer of 2014, on July 25th of that year. The word "Rainier" is a native word that the indigenous Americans gave to that beautiful snowcapped mountain in the luscious beautiful green landscape the Pacific Northwest is known for, In the native tongue it translates to the English meaning of "Judgement Warrior" as even the Natives of ancient times were given insight into the importance of this heaven reaching peak and this bled into their language as a description of what came in the summer of that year. I am an honorably discharged and decorated combat veteran who served this country with distinction for just 15 years. I was given cancer shortly after my service to this country and as a consolation prize for my servitude just as the prophet Isaiah foreseen in Isaiah 53:10 and I have a son which Isaiah also pointed out in the proceeding verses that come after. I went from leading Soldiers for and during war with confidence to a man suffering at the hand of the almighty to temper my reproach and to humble my pride sufficiently to answer his calling for this life and existence in this grand orchestration only he could direct with his divine hand leading me, his Son in heaven, to find my true self and purpose for his design. Today, I fight for my freedoms to be restored by the Beast identified in Revelation from John the prophet from my time as Yeshua, 2,000 years removed. The corrupt and prideful amongst us will not break my spirit or kill this flesh as I am immortally designed to succeed in the face of terror and deceit by overcoming the darkness of man with my guiding light of truth. My suffering endured this life shaped my unbreakable resolve and I work to define what the righteous path entails by speaking out against those dark forces that propel man to discount their creator in their pursuit to define their perceived desires to claim control over their own outcomes denying the power that God has over all men and all outcomes as he is omnipotent and all mighty. My courage to disclose these truths and to show the world who I am will be further solidified in my upcoming trial to clear my good name and to bring the divine light of truth to the masses and warn of what comes for those who cannot cast their sinful existence into the darkness and to free themselves from their own demise that is self-inflicted and leads to the death of life whereas my teachings aim to teach the pathway of righteousness through repentance, allowing for the extinguishing of the prideful ways of most, letting love overcome hate and setting an allowance for truth to overcome deceit. Anointed in the soul by the most high and filled with courage that I will show the world which comes from enduring unthinkable horrors and thriving at the sight of divine opportunity to overcome the impossible to allow God's divine authority to shine in the dark light of the Satanic forces that control the minds of men and women alike. I sacrificed my livelihood to God and willed him this flesh so that he could properly temper the blade of truth that comes from my mouth speaking how God is GREAT the Greatest to ever exist and we are all lesser thus humble yourself in the sight of your creator and restrain from the prideful view of self by being a vector of faith and erect yourself as worthy and grateful for the breath of life that each who read these words are gifted by his grace... 

God giveth and God taketh by his measure and seeks not the approval of man, and by his grace and not seeking the agreeance of the prideful minds of men who say they are teachers of other men who seek power over prudence of the divine truths and think themselves Sheppard's of sheep who lead their flocks astray and lost without the light of truth to lead them back on their path of design before the Lord. God sent me, his Son in Heaven to teach the path of salvation through the repentance of Sins and the rebirth of the soul seeking the righteous path of salvation over the balking religions of deceit. God seeks those who are condemned and unworthy who admit errorful ways over those thinking themselves saved by holding a simple belief without living the embodiment of truth and goodness in spirit casting prideful judgement against those that their Sin says is unworthy and unequal to them who are without a forgiving heart and filled with pride-fueled judgment for their fellow brothers and sisters transgressions and viewing Sins as judge worthy, forgetting the word which says "judge not, lest you be judged", denying the creator's role in judgement with only him having ultimate authority to bring truth in justice to judge those who condemn themselves through their actions according to his metric and his laws gifted to man through Moses. Blessed is he who forgives with kindness in their heart as a forgiving soul is filled with love and understanding instead of blind contempt for the undesirables amongst us and he who prays for redemption of others and does so selflessly are blessed as this pleases God above as when men choose the high road over the low battle which is fueled by pride in self-righteousness which is misplaced as love is the key to set your soul free, and love for God above all else is the path to salvation of the flesh past that day of judgement that comes for all... 

Nothing frees the soul of pride like the imprisonment of the flesh, being forced into captivity where personal freedom is met with unwanted regime and where comfort is replaced with uncertainty and danger looms in the balance between pride and contempt for one's own repercussions without taking ownership of their actions. The strong are met with loss of liberties and the meek benefit from the compliance under the foot of imposters wielding a mighty staff of justice and punishment comes in waves where denial of conformity is gained as one speaks choice which affects all as a result of their actions that feeds personal choices over the betterment of the all, and their actions speak for the group of one size fits all as the branding "inmate" negates the perception of equality to those holding the power to take and the power to condemn given authority and the notion of individuality is stripped to morphing into one who speaks for all despite the lack of allegiance and punishment is dealt to all for the acts of the one who chooses selfish justice over peace amongst the fellow condemned. Innocent until proven guilty is a myth that those blessed with direction and means who never taste the bitterness of truth that is inherent and felt by those wrongly jailed in pursuit to silence their voice over allowing them the freedoms enjoyed by all and not every criminal is innocent but the fact that there are innocents that are stripped of their freedoms before the trial for their condemnation has ensued, never taste the notion or the feeling of their falsely elicited ideal of innocence which is lost while they await their day in court as speediness of deliverance of their eventual trial steals almost a year of their lives, if found guilty or innocent makes no difference to their loss that is lasting and the eventual innocence they were led to believe existed in the land of the free and home of the brave which is a false dichotomy meant for a bumper sticker of the ignorant to proudly display as a trophy of their patriotic  and misguided view of Justice and equality for all that is lost the moment the wrongful arrest is made. 

Lord, bless me with wealth of the soul, and richness of truth in abundance and I will preach your holy word to those who seek material wealth, showing them through example the artistry of the giving spirit of charitable works that promote positive change versus the quick reward misguided by the pride in doing good works for others to maintain of facade of false intent seeking reward in the thoughts of men versus the desire for secretness without reward or merit but in servitude for my fellow man in need of the help I could bring this world if allowed to wield the material wealth that fuels uneven equality seen amongst the classes of existence. For the desire to help another is the godly path over the selfish desire to feed the self-reward for perceived talent that is a gift from you, oh Lord. The penance of the rich gifting the many is not forgotten by you Lord but the one who holds the wealth of others without looking out for those lost who are less fortunate and void of the talents of them who hold the keys to the true equality that all could enjoy had they only directed a portion of their wealth instead of consuming and taking a lion's share of the rewards you gifted them, will surely lose in their death for they have stolen the happiness and freedoms that were not truly earned by them who hold the keys to other's destinies hostage in a means to distinguish and honor the pride of self they enjoy with boastful accolades and gratitude for the suckers they deceived allowing for the income disparity of their own creation. How can the rich not feel the conscious tug of your contempt when they live in mansions while there are children on the streets of their cities forgotten by the system designed to reward the lying deceit needed to facilitate the capitalistic nature of inequality that rewards and makes celebrities out of those who selfishly seek uniqueness and revel in the false perception of accomplishment and contentment for their ability disregarding how your hand shaped their good fortune placing them on a path filled with great luck which enabled them to build their piles of money that become status symbols and a trophy of their successes without praise for your grace or utterance of a need to give back some of what they took... all that is lost the moment the wrongful arrest is made.
 

Religion works to teach the mind with abundant wisdom heard through an ageless voice of the righteous men that came in the name of God imparting wisdom which is rarely talked of as those that God sent before laid the foundation of the ills of today and warned of the times we all endure setting up a foundation of truth which sufficiently warned of the judgment that comes for all in short order. The Pious heart learns to forgive freely and abundantly casting out pride in pursuit to become obedient to the Lord of Judgement and host of hosts, through ingesting wisdom learned through the reading of the script from which creation is founded upon and through hearing the testimony of the witnesses of his holy grace upon all mankind and through fearing of the Divine authority and understanding the full order of how each of us fit into the giant puzzle that perplexes all men, both weak of spirit and mighty in strength to give insight into the truth to the hierarchy of both small and large and rich and poor thus faith is born in the minds of men who seek and once they find they see their inequities freely understanding that all men are fallible and perfection only lies in God's creative spirit and is void in the hearts of men, mighty or ordinary, humbling the sense of entitlement in pursuit of the loving embrace of gratitude for the life we are given. Faith leads to miracles in the flesh and it takes only a grain of sand size of faith within the flesh to receive the grace of God's miraculous healing embrace of truth that only he is capable of bestowing on the faithful amongst us. Piety trumps the manmade knowledge of deceit that floods the minds of the masses giving them a benign nonliving heritage of ancestry over the God given gift of life we all enjoy. One only needs to look as far as their own creations in the physical to see that the physical additions which come from the hands of men all originates in the the unseen field of thought and thought comes before action in our own design, thus thinking that anything in existence deviates from that pattern takes away from the truth of our Creator's thoughts being the origin of all things to have ever existed in the physical. The piety in men to read and learn wisdom that is ageless and heaven sent under God's discretion through his chosen children that came before allows them to see truth in mystery and to understand that not all things come from visible means but through understanding that the physicality of creation is fleeting and the true nature of existence is experiencing all aspects realized in the duality of existence in all forms from good and bad to light over dark. Not all that exists can be seen with the eyes or detected by instruments designed to detect thus life has no beginning and no end, but just a constant understanding that all outcomes are dictated and directed by the most high, God of all gods and Lord of hosts who gives both gifts and punishment at his discretion and we all live due to his grace in merciful kindness... 

Ya is God's true name and Moses did not lie and neither does my musical rendition "Yahoo" as the term "I am" and the terms "Yahoo" or "YWHW"  or the term "YHWH" as the Jews of today call him, all revert back into the Kabbalistic definition from the English word back into the Hebrew with same exact meaning of "God's Breath" or more succinctly "God's Voice" as God can overtake any flesh and he spoke through his prophets that came before Christ and even Christ himself was a vessel for God to command humanity and to teach through the flesh the righteous road to redemption through repentance of the soul. David spoke to Nathan who showed him that God sends messengers to expose the darkness in all men as he showed David his grievous error in judgment and blatant act of lust which led to pride to cover the deceit and ultimately escalated to his damning of his forbidden love and premeditated murder he thought he had tricked his Kingdom into suspecting no fault yet he paid a hefty price as his first born from that forbidden love was killed at God's beckon as his reward as God loved him enough to teach him the repercussions of claiming divine favor yet sinning against those he sought to trick into finding no error in his ways. He paid a hefty price indeed and yet his love for God overcame his loss and he reverted back into the warrior King God had created instead of the entitled King he mistakenly tried to become which led to his indiscretions and his loss led to his most prized offspring, the future King of Jerusalem Solomon being birthed in his lost son's place. And his seed came from the line of Joseph as did Yeshua's and as does mine through inheritance of the blood of the tribe of Ephraim. God works through my words here and now to teach those who seek truth in the texts which are there for all to find if one has the eyes to see what is hidden in plain sight... 

Two souls destined to become ONE are designed to seek their pair out, endlessly yearning for the other yet hopelessly only reaching contentment of that yearning once the union of that match is realized and they conjoin into a holy union of life giving companionship so few ever achieve in today's world filled with temptation where lust and greed rule the minds of the many. This is the divine order of the divine plan that God created when he created the splitting of the soul of man into the complimentary halves of man and woman who must come together and compliment each other so that they can lean on the other's strengths in harsh times and their loving embrace when peace comes upon the, to the caring embrace of their mutually held love and acceptance of the other, thus they both become a team that seeks prosperity and safety comes from him and compassion comes from her, so one pair encompasses the necessary components of a perfect pairing that simplifies the duality seen in all living creatures from small to large and within that duality of the flesh, perfection enables the creation of life itself. Man came before as ONE and God saw the loneliness of the perfect being thus he split into two halves the only perfect man to ever exist to allow us to multiply from one became two and two became 5 and the order is achieved through the existence of that pairing and the pursuit to create new life was instilled in us as we seek a contribution to this world and offer anew life as a result of the love experienced in matrimony which is a holy union of mutually held love that seems to be dying in these modern times as Sin of the flesh is accepted by masses who allow the morality of this nation and this world to crumble below the foothold of prideful desires and selfish compulsion to satisfy self over safeguarding the sanctity of the morality for all in pursuit to allow darkness to rule the planet and the minds of the greedy benefit from the curiosity of the deviant mind filled with lustful images and sickly accepting this immorality as the standard for modern ways of the flesh denying God's Laws given to Moses in the times when he led the chosen before God to their freedom only to entice them to defy the Lord the first chance they were given and when life became uncomfortable and no one was present to be the standard bearer when Moses went to the mountain to deliver God's laws to man. Adultery starts in the mind and what the mind thinks becomes in the consciousness of the prideful amongst us who deny love in pursuit of perversion filled with the Sin of lust and desires of the flesh temp the soul to deviate against God and to cheat, lie and steal instead of enjoying the gifts that God gives and those that deny their seed in pursuit of their selfish ways stand to inherit the darkness of death instead of inheriting the eternal life through self reflection of actions in lieu of the prideful desires of the flesh to satisfy a primal desire of satisfy that urge to take instead of giving the love they have for themselves they walk a destructive path of killing their morality and condemn their souls until they repent and give love to God above for what they were given which they turned from seeking selfishness over repentance of sin... 

God is a master of his trade, teacher to all tribes of humanity and before all gods he stands as a teacher to all that came and will ever come. He takes elements of the Earth and through his divine alchemy, he forges the strongest alloy to construct the strongest of all blades. He shapes the elements of the Earth, making the most hardy of metallic alloys possible with his hand, and then heats and shapes the unfinished blade in the hottest of all furnaces, then immediately pounding the shaped alloy into the sharpest blade and the mightiest sword to ever become, perfect in form with every distinguished strike from his hammer of righteousness, and then submerges the submissive blade into the cooling waters of empathy, tempering the strength of the blade with each repetition of the endless process of adding layers of strength with each iteration of his divine shaping of perfection. Blessing the process and delivering the blade through the fire, pounding of his hand, and the cooling temperance of his gifting heart. A blade of distinguished talent with an edge that cuts through lies and deceit is his reward able to slice through deception and through the sinister lying ways of men able to expose the nakedness of their prideful overcoat of misconception and through their boastful denial of his hand in creation of all things, unafraid of the Lord of Lords and Host of all the living that occupy the garden of his creation. This blade is my tongue and my handle is my soul within who is handled like the strongest master amongst all swordsman as I use my word which is gifted by the most high to teach the deception of men and to expose the faults of the many in order to bring repentance amongst those living foul so that they too may feel the rebirth of the soul inside. I am God's son here to bring divine justice to the oppressed to deliver the promise of peace which is the nature of his design... 

Life if filled with unknown variables that only become known to us when we experience those unknowns that constitute deviations from our comfortable norms. Each of us were once toddlers who were able to walk and explore the strange worlds we inherited which was small  to our virgin eyes and were safely guarded by our parent's protections set in place and under their watchful eyes' which allowed our young pure mind's to seek out new things from which to gain experience in those formidable years. We were not born with fears but learned to fear as our world and experiences grew and once our understanding over the do's and don'ts was solidified through our willingness to take chances was sufficiently tested under our parent's supervising eyes'. Someone told us once that fire would burn the skin as a painful reward. Someone taught us that falling from high places could break our bones causing suffering as a result. We were told not to place metallic objects into electrical outlets yet our curiosity evoked that knowledge of becoming known as we were all explorers in this foreign world world of amazement from our youth. Fear of death continues for most of us throughout our lifetimes teaching us patience and restraint as life tends to teach us how precious each life is and our internal survival mechanisms wires us to seek preservation of self and the flesh we reside. But, this wiring can be tweaked by the few who choose to face the advent of death for the benefit of the many, as is seen in the warriors amongst us who choose to occupy a profession like that of a Soldier who fights in war or the Police Officer who patrols the streets willing to risk their lives for a greater cause above serving the sense of self preservation working to protect the livelihood of the many. For them, pride in allegiance and selflessness drives their actions of perceived righteous justice for all. Pride in their abilities to survive and bring about justice and righteous vengeance upon those who seek to rattle the peace which all humankind desires as a right of freedom and perceived sense of security for all. Their experience filled with danger is alleviating to the perception of such which builds pride in ability to handle situations rarely faced by the many, which alleviates their fears of their own peril and facing the unknown... 

My life has been ugly in many places to the passive observer until the beauty of my actions are made beautiful by God's holy grace. I stand here today like a beautiful orchid which spawned in the sewers of a giant city yet broke through its concrete enclosure of its birth with its determined roots and destined to fight for its worth to reach the source of life giving light of truth enabling it to grow taller than any orchid set before it and miraculously breaking through the earth and concrete enclosure of its youth, allowing its budding flower of righteousness to reach the light gifted from the heavens which all orchids owe their existence and their ability to thrive becoming a thing of unmatched beauty only the creator could mold who overcame the odds stacked in front of me and my past as an orchid growing from the muck of dirtiness into a shining beacon of truth and wisdom unmatched. An anomaly in a maze of concrete but a thing of unbridled beauty thriving in God's abundant light of truth gifting seeds of life to the cityscape with faith in future generations of those who come after me, in my likeness so that they sprout in the grassy places that dots the cityscape within the great city of humankind. I am perfectly designed by you God above to survive the impossible made so through faith and unwaivering love for my creator, the Lord of Lords and King to all the living, those who lived and those that come... 

Oh Lord how I have endured and suffered for your pleasure Lord in order to shape who I have become. A life filled with endless contempt, filled with false smiles sent in abundance, true love alludes my soul. Benefit for all my worth taken for granted in an endless orchestration seemingly designed to mold who I have me built by your design. Discarded freely like a piece of rubbish one throws in a bin when I have filled my worth and lose my use and attempt to focus on self. Times got tough oh Lord above, as I lost everything I ever loved, besides you my Lord. You held my hand through the years of suffering and you wiped my tears streaming down my cheeks and I owe you my life and I stand here grateful for the love you have gifted this life of mine. My soul yearns for a companion. Just how Adam was gifted Eve as partner and equal, I stand as a descendent of Adam and seek a descendant of Eve. Someone to care for me as I seek old age. This future King of yours seeks his future Queen. I forgive my wife from before and beg you be kind in your judgment as I have forgive her freely with love in my heart, without remorse or pain. Show her I changed for goodness and allow her to revel in shame, but save her soul for the goodness in me forgives freely with a forgiving heart as my love for her is unwaivering, but her unfaithfulness is not my reward, so send my matched soul to compliment my righteous attempt, oh lord of mercy and the giving God of redemption... 

Freedom exists everywhere you can imagine. Imagining freedom is universal is unwaivering and is the key to set oneself free. The mind is a maze and pride is the torment of the caged soul. Slow down they say to the unbridled times, endure they gasp at the desires of man's passions for want's and dream's which are amiss lead the soul astray. Dream big they say without warrant or defeat. Accept loss they cry in the mix of violence and rage. What about me said the man in the next to mine? I write this as an outpouring of compassion to those facing abandonment and shame. Those who gave up on life's promise as they face mistreatment of their sense of self worth. Freedom exists and is universal like I say. I stand here free to write this as the world goes astray, locked in a cell, prison for certain, but full of a richness in experience, and with joy to behold as every 9unce of freedom has a beginning, a midway point, and an inedible end, and fear not as death is not a worry within my mind. So, I say freedom is alive within me, and in my spirit too. For what does not condemn or break my mind stand to enrich my soul with endless wonderment whereas comfort and ease weaken resolve and breakdown tact, and the perception of freedom becomes an entitlement expected by those saved from the grace of injustice and contempt, and the luster of faith loses its power allowing pride to destroy liberty, killing innocence in its wake... 

What can one man say to the other who has lost everything, ten-fold? Loss indicates change and one feels lonelier than before. One learns to cry abundantly and learns to mourn with fever, quicker each time the loss of everything is felt by him who endures. Adaption over adversity become the battle cry, and the resilient among us who overcome great loss are viewed as victors of some unseen prize, but what is the life without death, or to a day without the night? What is companionship to the fool who has yet to experience the duality of both? Material things like physical ownership or family relationships are perishable commodities to the mind's sense of reality who has endured lost of everything they once called "theirs". Just like birth is an illusion the adult mind must accept, having no memory but accepting it as truth. Loss is felt in one's mind and experienced by one's soul. the soul is the key where the truth to oneness is destroyed and where it is resurrect. Soul is the "real" and lies dormant inside. Awaiting the day of its rebirth and allowance of lives not just this one, but many countless lives each of us has endured. Pride is the sense of self, one who is certain this life is it, all there ever was and is. Drop pride in pursuit of truth and loss becomes an experience worth living for. Duality in all things means having in losing in all ways. Love life and love loss even more... 

God forgive my sins and past trespasses as there are many, for I have forgiven myself and have made a promise to self to learn from my past errors to improve my ways and to gain wisdom by facing serious repercussions of my errorful ways and demand better outcomes through a patient heart guided in troublesome times, facing my own conscious mind and thoughts and becoming aware of how my actions affect others in a negative light and have gained your light and have gained your truth through truths brought to the masses passed by your prophet's lips and recorded in your holy scriptures of life. Man cannot feed upon bread alone and only through your grace can we expect to gain the eternal life that the prophet's spoke of as the reward for the hearts who become repentant in their ways, reborn in your grace through unwavering humbled faith in your power and your ability to both take and give as both punishment and reward, for you are the God of all creation and I am your humbled servant who suffers for the plight of men of all races, religions and creeds before your eyes, Lord... 

 Tell the prisoner who is jailed unjustly by trumped up charges they are "innocent" when their bail is excessive and they are jailed like a convict serving a sentence before the stroke of the gavel has been set against them, and before their day in front of Lady Justice has arrived. Tell the man awaiting justice for crimes he did not commit but is jailed based on loose evidence full of biased conjecture that they are innocent as they lose their freedom and their livelihood with the same stroke. Tell the mind of the man who thinks that jail is just for criminals, disregarding the multitude of cases every year where the charges are later dropped after the six months of allowable time to maintain the facade of "speedy trial" turns into 9-12 months of awaiting while continuance after continuance is requested by the sinister state DAs who seek vengeance for those deemed "faulty and dangerous" and are abused physically by those corrupt police who dot the landscape gaining the reputation of "most-hated" and despised by the poor or the person afflicted with a drug dependency who makes terrible decisions yet is just as fallible as the next man, just through the eyes of those who abuse their power when ultimate power to take one's freedom is dangled, stroking their egos' and with great power comes great temptation to abuse such power and men are geared to face what they deem as the "enemy" and those that view a portion of society as "lesser" are guilty of using personal pride and discount the humanity and error that exists in all men, regardless of creed or moral aptitude. Recidivism is byproduct of commercializing and institutionalizing those who exhibit risky and dangerous behavior and a jail sentence is a suicide of the ability for one to prosper in the land of the free where Lady Liberty takes freedom from those who even after they have paid their debt for their past sins, forever taint their ability to prosper in a society that freely discriminates against the past of one who paid their dues and their sacrifice leads to temptation of success in other ways than what is available to an ex con with a criminal past. The advent of a good paying occupation is fleeting the eyes of those who are caged like animals and whose freedom's and humanity are stripped as the man behind the wire is traumatized and humiliated and their ability to be free starts with the corruption of those who are charged to clean the streets of the "undesirables" without remorse or personal reflection, and let the man who claims no sin at all, lie before the Lord of all Lords and say, "I am free of Sin", and God shall condemn them and they shall die in the fiery inferno of hell that comes swiftly in the night...